Outgunned

Today is the first day of big bull falls prep. I dont think people should go. I really dont think people should go. It is a festival that does not support the people who have supported it for so long.

So fuck them. And the lineup is not good at all.

I am concerned with being the president of the GNBS, and knowing that it is a public position, sort of the face of the orginization for the year...and the fact is I am feeling so fucking arrogant right now I just dont even give a shit what people say. I say fuck the people who have fucked with me for so many years. Otis, Lance, Amy, Busha...you all can eat a dick. I have nothing to say to any of you. I really dont. I dont want to get along with you, I just want you to leave me alone, and let me do the work. I will bring a new Blues Cafe lineup in this year that will be amazing, and anything else can shut up.

I dont care about Big Bull at all. I dont care about history, I dont care about being around forever, and what you have done. I wont let these people and there politics get in the way of my bringing something amazing. I want to bring something nasty, and BLACK.

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So I think that Salma and I have grown closer this summer, than we ever have before. Sher commented that I have changed, and I think that she has changed. She is so much calmer now it is brilliant. I think she is with a MAN, not a guy. I mean I love Ed, but man is he a good man. I think that she is going to just blossom into the woman that she is meant to be. I see her getting more active, and more phyiscally gorgeous than ever before, and she was really hot before. God if she was single the things I would think about doing to her.
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My buddy Dickie Betts brought up someone's ass again last night. It had been months. And he said he saw her downtown, and he just went on and on abuot her ass. Bending her over, eating her ass, all of it. I think it is hilarious because I do not think about her in that way at all. I just dont think that it works. I just dont think the girl has any interest in the cock whatso ever. I think she is gay, and has not decided. I mean the love of other women in such a strange way.
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I think I might buy Brandon Flowers car. I just dont want a truck now. I just dont.