Outgunned

Jamie Scharmer has crossed another line in the world. It is shocking to see. I mean someone really needs to say something more to this girl. I really think she needs to leave the city in which I live in.

So now she walks up to a mutual friend of my ex gf and says..."Oh my god Angela is dating a married man I see. I really hope that she knows that she is doing. That is just so beyond me" or something to that effect.

But marrying her cousin was not beyond her.

I am not defending my ex. The fact is the man she is dating is NOT married. I know this for a fact. Two years ago he was married, but is since divorced. But really it is not relevant now is it.

The simple fact is I beleive that Jamie talks innapropriately about people. She just seems to not have the ability to sit queity and do nothing. I just cannot beleive her.

I am so angry. I am angry that she does this all the time. She speaks out of turn about everything. And everyone, and people just sort of let it go.

I mean there was the whole thing with the guy who she was stalking, and then he goes to a movie with her.

Now people are really pissed off though. And there sort of the gay mafia, cuz she was talking trash about one of there own.

She was really wrong. And she does not even care.

I heard a story about babysitting, and how it just relfects on the american culture. A babysitter was so enthalled by the internet that they forgot to feed the child that they were watching.

The child was diabetic.

So bad things happened.

The power of WIDGETS, reading blogs, and Instant messenger

Still checking my blog I see!

Apparently some of my single friends are fucking some of my married friends.

How is that for a rumor starter?

Now call her and discuss it...oh who is doing it!!!

Bye

Freak

So I thought about making some sort of good bye, fuck off post, but really, what is the point of that. You know I am upset with you, I dont need to dwell on it.

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So there, who was that about? Will that be the topic of discussion for the next time you get together with Salma? I bet it will.
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So who are the women that I would legitimately date from my friends pool. I can honestly think of only two, Ashely Judd and Charlize Theron. Both are dating close lifelong friends, and I anticiapte no one actually breaking up. Plus I want to focus on my actual health, my commitment to being a vegetarian. My commitment to the gym.

I am not about taking the occasional make out or blow job from time to time, but honestly the last time that happened was a day I shoveled snow. So really that is not going to happen.

I am also excited about going to Tennessee to see the might Scott Holt band perform.
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This is my last post in this blog. A blog I started before my fathers suicide. A blog that I actually put a bunch of my loose poetry in for housing. So that is what I am losing. What I am gaining is a larger community. A new version of my writing. A new way to communicate my voice.

I am leaving here, because someone local to my area found my blog...she was given it so many years ago by a local journalist when that person and I were talking often. This local person has used my blog for a tool of discussion. I find that inappropriate to be talked about...and not TO. If she has wanted to talk to me about the things I had written, man that would have been just fine. But instead I had to hear about it from one of my best friends. Someone I trust with my life.

I feel resentful of this person sort of forcing my hand. One day I made a post, and less than 45 minutes later someone asked me a question. And I can do the backwards tracking of how this person found out. So that was sort of the last straw.
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My best sexual experience ever was a girl named Kim. It was in college, so it was cheating. Get over it. Kim came to my apartment one night, and she asked for booze. I ran to the store and got some for her, as I was 21 and she was not. Later that evening, she showed up again, this time in a nighty, and all boozed up. It was spring break. She was sexually aggressive, and really unwilling to accept that I was not going to give it up. She was great with the cock. She whispered in my ear. She did everything the right way. We only did it two times that night, and I never got in trouble for it. And honestly I never felt any guilt.

The other one was the girl shelby who said, "Oh my!" when she took my underwear off. Then proceeded to tell me I had a nice cock. Aside from hanging out on a tour bus or back stage at Buddy Guy's; there have been few things that fed my ego so much.

I really do like the dirty talk. Not like the nasty stuff, but I like the feedback, and the caught breath of a good penetration.

Good bye Wausau.

So, someone is pregnant.

God knows how this shit happens.

I am amazed that when your wrong in the head it just keeps going wrong. How do you not see how people see you?

I am taking off from here.

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So today was sort of the last straw at Scott Street.

Tom asked me to cancel Howard with less than two weeks notice.

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I thnk people can just feel my negativity sometimes. It just oozes out of my skin, and there is nothing I can do about it.

Just oozing negative shit.

Ahh so it goes.

So I fall in love with Salma a little more each day. She just was so positive all weekend around me, and so cool. I just totally loved it. She bit me a little too much, but so it goes.

I have been watching Million Dollar Baby over nad over recently. The soft touch of Clint eastwood is so good, so deft and confident.

I got accepted into another blogging location. So this is coming to an end.

And I think we all know who's fault it is that I am leaving a blog I have had for years. On a website I am politically supportive of.

Hows does that make you feel